Jag har fortfarande inte brytt mig i att skaffa internet på min dator...känns onödigt när det enda jag gör online dessa dagar är att kolla upp saker på Wikipedia, Youtube, läsa Aftonbladet och någon gång pilla på gammla saker.

Jag har börjat skriva igen, en historia som för en gångs skull (kan inte minnas senast jag skrev sådant hos main characters...) innehåller het-romance mitt i äventyret, och förvånande lite angst för att vara skrivet av mig! Sortiego och hans syster har levt i mitt huvud sedan någongång 2005...men jag har inte kommit mig för att skriva om dem. Jag gjorde nog av med all min energi på skrivna-rollspel åren fram tills detta - men när detta nu är slut, skrivandet har fått vila sig- så är jag nu redo att åter plocka upp pennan!

Nu ska jag avnjuta min lediga dag för mig själv, i nattlinne, med min favorit musik och kanske lite skrivande <3

"Gonna be active here again from nao on! :D"

What rubbish! XD...I work, and then I hang out with friends, do home choirs, or sleep! XD And then...another month has suddenly passed and I remember: OH sheisse! Havun't checked out LJ! in quite a while!

XD no wonder no one ever find their way ére!

Life continues to be calm (except the adrenaline rushes at work when I have to rush between two houses to make it in time! XD...but I LIKE working under pressure! >D It makes me delightfully exhausted in the evening, and gives me great night sleep! )
peaceful and fun! I'm doing a lot of Game mastering lately (Luna made up such an delightful character to torture...and I have this exciting Scifi/asia/dark future world to explore!)

Hung out with the nice rp mad girls from the big city (THINEEE! I wanna see you more often! T.T Why McDonalds!? Whyyyy!!!!!!!), With our dear boy Alex and his dear Toffe, and yesterday we went over to Lunas baby sisters place and watched BAD horror movie (It was a loooong time since I watched a movies soooo bad that we talked and laughed through the entire thing! very social! <3..Oh...heheh...And some Singstar: Abba!....nothing like disturbing the neighbours in the evening! X3 <3 )


Um...Now I shall sneak off into the kitchen and make scones. Yum! <3

I DAG BÖRJAR 14 DAGAR AV LEDIGHET!!! *0* I dag träffas kompis gänget för rollspel, skratt och god mat! och på måndag åker jag och Jenni hem till Söderhamn för att semestra lite där bland äppelträd, skogsstigar och gröna åkrar! (...och mammas underbara mat...och så Ky och Svea förstås! Kanske lite Rambo och Eros också! X3 )

Undrar om Brorsans lilla frus mage har börjat visa några tecken...JAG SKA BLI FASTER!...det är ett bra tag kvar! Men jag längtar så! X3 <3

Hoppas alla har det gott i sommar och värme!
Ät gott och simma lungt! X3

http://www.aftonbladet.se/nyheter/article5467624.ab

Vad kan man säga? annat än att det är hemskt sorgligt och jag hoppas innerligt att hon dog i sömnen och utan smärta...

"Den stora tragedin är inte de onda människornas brutalitet utan de goda människornas tystnad."

-Martin Luther King

My job is physically exhausting! This is a good thing, because I need physical labor to be healthy and awake due to my low blood pressure! + when your body is tired, you're just soooo happy about being home in your bed again and resting, to worry about all the worlds troubles/injustices! XD

It is just SO rewarding! <3 Every pat on the cheek, hug, appreciating gaze "I am so happy that it is you that came to me today!" and small gift of a bar of chocolate, apple or banana...
Life is really good right now!

Your results:
You are Jean-Luc Picard

Jean-Luc Picard 80% Deanna Troi 75% James T. Kirk (Captain) 65% Spock 59% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 55% Mr. Scott 55% Chekov 55% Will Riker 55% Uhura 50% Beverly Crusher 45% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 45% Worf 40% Geordi LaForge 35% Mr. Sulu 25% Data 21%

A lover of Shakespeare and other fine literature. You have a decisive mind and a firm hand in dealing with others.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcNJEBgaaA0&feature=channel_page

"Mina fångvaktare fortsätter att tortera mig med bizarra dinglande saker..."

...Det här är fan det...bästa som finns!!! XD

http://www.rpgamer.com/games/kh/kh358_2/screens/kh358_2ss052809-1.html

...
I LOATHE this game....for being on the DS..LOATHE IT....
-_- ...I noted that Marluxia looked PUNY in the ensemble picture (My fine fine Marluxia man...) Zexion looked HUGE (he was as tall as Marluxia and Xigbar...SOMETHING is OFF with that.....Atleast I think so...The cloaked schemer is supposed to be small and fragile, with big silly feet!!!...That is why he is the CLOAKED SCHEMER! Cause his body is fragile but his brain/wit/will is not and he hides sneakily like a spider in the webb and all that....*Pouts* .... XD Sorta ruins my idéa of him if he's portrayed suddenly as tall as Marluxia....Or maybe it ruins my image of Marluxia as the Sexeh manly man that I imagined him to be...o___O;; Maybe it is Marluxia suddenly being reduced to a small little flower boy instead of the flower-scenting (BUT DELIGHTFULLY EVIL! ) grim reaper...

*GROAN*

XD Oh well........I DESPERATELY NEED a new game to look towards to...other than Next instalation of FF...

http://www.aftonbladet.se/senastenytt/ttnyheter/utrikes/article5272222.ab


Så kan man också göra....stackars sate...What can I say....Talk about making a statement...Det är bedrövligt att han blev berövad sina "godsaker" ....men han bevisade verkligen vad han tyckte och kände...Jag hoppas att han kommer kunna leva ett bra och rikt liv ändå...han lär ju knappast bli tvingad att gifta sig nu, det kan dom själviska kräken gnissla tänder över resten av sina själviska liv...

....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhuvaKLJbNw

SO CUTE IT HURT ME!!! <3

In other news, outside is lovely! <3 Warm, green, fresh and sunny! I can not ask for more!

I return to this place. Because:

http://fran-fic.livejournal.com/


*__* WOW...just....WOW!

Det var INTE igår säger jag bara! <3 Hej Fran!

I leave Live journal behind now, I should have known when I started, how it would all end...It has been a journey from elation, innocence and joy...to the deepest despair...anger...sadness and then hope.

I will miss the Zexion icon though...

I've cleaned out all the old. I'll move on...I can't let old pains distract me from it...I can't let old pains prevent me from making new friends and taking new chances...It took a couple of hard earned lessons to realise that...I need to trust myself, so I can trust in others- So I can fully embrace their love, and not suspect them of wanting to steal from me and hurt me...And I know that there is someone waiting for me, that want to teach me that. I love you. I trust you. You reached out the hand first to my shivering, hungry, sick, self....You build bridges...Now I want to build them with you <3

I will only leave one post, the memorial to my sweet prince, who is never far from my thought...

Signing in and out for the last time:
Frida "Laio" Larsson
26 december 2008

Live well, my friends, those of you that might come across this.

1993-2008

Today I caressed your head, heard you mewl your wellcoming...and heard your purr, for the last time. I have known all summer that this time was approaching...
Farewell my sweet, noble, proud, wise, and yet allways so shy, prince. It was a true honour to meet someone like you.

I wanted the best for you, though some times I know I failed.
But I know that the last, hardest, and yet most clear, choice I made for you, released you...

Thank you for your love and for spending your cat-life with me, and I hope that my love can reach you where you are now.
You embodied all the beauty of feline kind in your slender little shape.
I miss you horribly. But now you are safe and never again in pain.

Love you forever, my prince.
We will all miss you